Oh my word! If you haven’t got it by now… I’ve been STRUGGLING! Why does it always have to be feast or famine? I can’t seem to find that middle ground, and this time of the year it all feels overwhelming and virtually impossible Being on Diet Chef ‘made’ me eat healthily and sensibly, I sat down to three meals a day and properly controlled healthy snacks…. sure I had my peanut butter days… who doesn’t? But any faux pas with the jar was always rectified the next day, and I kept on keeping on, but now… it’s like I’ve hit the creek full on… without the proverbial paddle! I’m stuffed… literally and metaphorically speaking somehow I’m managing to cling on to my target weight by a fine gossamer thread… I’m stressed with it all because I make myself cross, that I can’t get a grip, that I can’t say no!
Last weekend was a disaster – Saturday we went out with friends, I tried to be good, I really did… but I sustained an epic FAIL – even the salad I ordered was loaded with calories I couldn’t be good even when I tried! This weekend it’s going to be more festive fayre and I seem to be incapable of saying ‘no’